"Things have really changed since those days. Since the days too when I slept across from the marcy projects on concrete in that sea foam sleeping bag clutching a book from the person I thought I would marry. He's married to someone else now. And I am married to a job. I am married to money. I am married to a title."
Will I too one day become what Ellen has become? Married to a job, married to someone else, or even married to the band? Does it matter so long as your doing what you love. So long as you're impacting the world in someway (positive of course). I guess what I'm getting at is that I'm afraid of looking back years down the road and regretting something I should have done differently. I suppose thats no way to live though, right?